Hey, haven´t heard from me for ages, right? Well, I am back. I don´t think I was busy or anything like that... it was just... some kind of art-crisis I think. But I was going out a taking photos, but didn´t want to play with them in photoshop and... Wau. So, the first half of my summer holiday is gone. It seems like few days... I am working, and I will be working till the end of August. Yes. That´s the reason why I feel really upset. I hate work

I mean... getting up in mornings, returning home in afternoons and also very often hanging out with anybody on evenings. And nights. Very tiring. Anyway, I have started writing again. I feel under the weather. And the feeling is deeper and deeper every day. And the worst thing is that I am responsible for these feelings. Wau. It´s nice to express myself in English

feeling like I am talking in a language I don´t completely understand but I can still try to

One story from today. I work also in library. A man came inside. He was talking to me in russian. So I asked him to speak rather english. His answer was: "Deutsch". Ok, I speak german too, a little. Then he asked me something unimportant and left. After a while a woman came to the library. She was Russian, but she could speak english very well. So we had a nice dialogue. When we were talking, another man came inside. He was from Germany. So he spoke to me in german. I was rather confused and a bit lost in those languages, but I could manage. But only by the time when a women arrived. She said: Dobrý den (that means Good afternoon in my language) but I couldn´t answer. I was staying and staring at her. Simply I didn´t understand her

A that´s the way I am living these days. But I believe. I believe in better future

Actually, I mean, who doesn´t believe in better future is lost. Completely lost.
YOU have BEEN HIT BY THE BEAUTIFUL STICK!!!!
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ONCE YOU have BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 8 BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE. IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU KNOW YOU are REALLY FINE AS HELL. IF YOU BREAK THE CHAIN YOU will BE CURSED WITH UGLINESS FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. SO DONT MESS UP!!
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"I believe that everything you do bad comes back to you. So everything that I do that's bad, I'm going to suffer for it. But in my heart, I believe what I'm doing is right. So I feel like I'm going to heaven." --Tupac Shakur
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Alles ist nur ein winziges Stück der grossen Wahrheit, die wir nicht kennen.
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Alles ist nur ein winziges Stück der grossen Wahrheit, die wir nicht kennen.
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*hugglies* n *snugglies* n *mushy-gooey-goodness* to ya!
*3dConnect *poseraddicts ~runtime *AikoAndHiroAddicts *DesigningDivas ~P-A-S-S
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Savvy.
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
*dingding* RULES:
1- You can hug the person who huged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitely get started huging right away!
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Send to 10 of your friends to show them how much luv u have for them. If u get this back it means u r luved 2x as much!!
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Und dann hat er sie geküsst,
wo das Meer zu Ende ist.
Ihre Lippen schwach und blass
und seine Augen werden nass.
~part from Rammstein song- Nebel~
Greatly appreciated
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